After some constructive advice, I am now ready for what I had come to feel in my spirit. I need to start over on my novel. It is not a big deal. I started it before I had had any writers training what-so -ever. I have been pondering and chewing different lines for the begining and realize: I just need to start. So, may the Good lord Grant me a few days to pour it on with my computer and get it going. It seems life is so full of things we have to do that we constantly put our want to's on the back burner. I am trying to get organized so I have more time but it never seems to happen. I can do this. I will do this. Thanks for listening.